From Chains to Change: The Journey of a Black Father Rebuilding Faith, Family, and Purpose
By Michael J. Hall
I wasn’t born broken, but life in Baltimore taught me to be hard before I had a chance to be healed. The streets raised many of us—young, Black, confused—and taught us that emotion was weakness and silence was survival. I became a product of what I didn’t talk about. Anger? Suppressed. Pain? Numbed. Purpose? Undefined.
Eventually, the weight of trauma and choices led me into incarceration. Not just physical imprisonment—but emotional and spiritual confinement. I was a father, but I wasn’t fathering. I was a man, but not yet living in the fullness of manhood. Everything I thought gave me power—reputation, toughness, control—was a mask covering deep wounds.
It was in the darkest nights behind bars that I first heard the whisper: “You were made for more.” Not from a preacher, but from the voice inside me that I tried to kill with distraction. That voice? It was Yeshua. Calling me into the truth.
When I stepped out of prison, I wasn’t free. I had to *learn* how to be free. Not just from bars—but from bitterness. From shame. From the lies of who I thought I was supposed to be. That’s when healing began.
My healing wasn’t instant. It came through tears. Through trying to rebuild broken relationships with my daughters. Through confronting how I failed them and asking Yeshua to show me how to become the father I was meant to be.
That pain birthed purpose. I founded *Be-More Alive Ministries* not just to preach, but to *walk with* men who carry the same silent burdens I once did. Men returning from prison. Fathers trying to reconnect. Brothers caught between the streets and spirituality.
Through mentorship, biblical truth, fatherhood programs, and raw conversations, I began to witness what grace looks like: when God rewrites your story even while the ink is still wet from your mistakes.
Now, as a husband, father, and chaplain, I lead programs like *Freedom Amplified*, *The Warrior’s Path*, and *Faith Family Foundation*—platforms not just built on theory, but lived experience. My business, *Washed by The Water LLC*, isn’t just about cleaning houses—it’s about offering returning citizens a fresh start and sustainable work.
Every man I meet, I see a piece of who I used to be. I don’t lead from a place of perfection—I lead from my scars. That’s where the power is. Because trials don’t disqualify you. They train you.
I once believed my story was too broken to be used. Now, I see that my story *is* the tool. And in the hands of a faithful Creator, even the most shattered life can become a blueprint for someone else’s breakthrough.
If you’re reading this and you’ve been through the fire—remember: God doesn’t waste pain. Every tribulation can become a testimony when you surrender to the One who never left you.
About the Author
About the Author
Michael J. Hall is a husband, father, chaplain, and founder of Be-More Alive Ministries, a Christ-centered initiative focused on restoring men through identity, fatherhood, reentry support, and emotional healing. He is also the owner of Washed by The Water LLC, a property maintenance business that provides second chances through employment and mentorship for returning citizens. Through lived experience, biblical truth, and relentless compassion, Michael is committed to transforming trials into testimonies for the glory of God.
Connect with Michael Hall
Website: http://www.bemorealive.org
Email: BeMoreAlive828@gmail.com
Phone: 828-216-9077
Instagram: @BeMoreAliveMinistry
Category: Knowledge to Become
Truth Unveiled
And he said unto Abram, Know of a surety that thy seed shall be a stranger in a land that is not theirs, and shall serve them; and they shall afflict them four hundred years; And also that nation, whom they shall serve, will I judge: and afterward shall they come out with great sub-stance.” – Genesis 15:13-14
For most of our lives we’ve been taught that the church has replaced Israel, Israel migrated and mixed with all nations, and that God no longer cares about Israel… but if that’s the case, how can the church trust anything that comes out of the mouth of God if he’d just back out on all the promises made to Israel?
+ God never abandoned Israel.
+ Christianity did not replace the nation of Israel.
+ Much of Christian doctrine was designed to reinforce white supremacy.
One of the biggest travesties of the Transatlantic Slave Trade is that black culture prior to coming to America was completely erased on purpose. What couldn’t be erased was eventually white washed until we were so uncertain of our identity that we began to identify with two lands… African American…
+ In the late 1400s Portugal began deporting black Hebrews to the West Coast of Africa.
+ European journals written before and after the Transatlantic slave trade confirm Hebrews were black.
+ French, English, Portuguese, and German maps show The Kingdom of Judah located in Africa.
+ A 1766 Spanish map has Negroland marked as “populated by Jews”.
The reason it is so hard to uncover our true history is because of Eurocentric Christian racism. Most of them and many of our own people simply refuse to look at the evidence, so they deflect in order to avoid it.
+ “Salvation isn’t about race.”
+ “Why does it matter?”
+ “You need to repent.”
They will say anything to keep us from teach OUR HISTORY from OUR BOOK. They want to teach the deception of a light, Middle Eastern, and olive Israel, while ignoring all the references to black Hebrews in the Bible.
+ Moses, Joseph, and Paul were all mistaken for Egyptians.
+ Job said, “my skin is black upon me.”
+ Solomon’s lover said, “I am black but lovely.”
When questioned about these inconsistencies with what we see in movies and on TV, the common Christian cop out is to try to explain it away as meaning something other than what the text indicates.
+ Daniel describes Christ as having skin the color of bronze in the book of Daniel.
+ John describes Christ as having skin the color of bronze in the book of Revelation.
+ Christ describes his own feet as the color of bronze in the book of Revelation.
Knowledge. Knowing Intimately
For I desire steadfast love and not sacrifice, the knowledge of God rather than burnt offerings.
Hosea 6:6
The heart of the prudent becomes intimate with God, and the ear of the wise seeks words of intimacy.”
An Intimate Knowing
Throughout these devotionals, I have used English spellings of the Hebrew, Aramaic, and Greek words.]
The heart of the prudent getteth knowledge; and the ear of the wise seeketh knowledge. (Proverbs 18:15 KJV)
Our English word knowledge is defined as “acquaintance with facts, truths, or principles, as from study or investigation.” Therefore, when we read the above verse, probably the first thing that comes to mind is that the prudent person studies hard and acquires facts, truths, and principles. However, in the Hebrew, the word knowledge takes on characteristics not often assumed by one who speaks English.
Practical Knowledge and Relational Knowledge
The root word of the Hebrew term translated “knowledge” is yada’. Indeed, it means “acquiring knowledge,” but the word was birthed in a simple, uneducated, and illiterate culture. Today, with the prevalence of colleges and universities and the wide range of training and learning available to us, we automatically think of “knowledge” as book knowledge or information learned from teachers. Yet, in ancient times, only the elite went to schools, such as they were. The vast majority of people had little time for education; they spent most of their existence struggling to survive year to year.
In ancient Semitic culture, relationships were most important. Whole families and clans often lived under the same roof and shared life communally. They had to know how to get along with each other, so understanding relationships was essential. What is important in a culture is expressed in the language, and the language of Semitic culture is filled with relationship words.
Therefore, in those days, a person needed knowledge about the people in their family and circle of friends. Their continued existence depended heavily upon their ability to trust and work effectively with other people. There were no lone wolves. They survived by the relationships they developed.
An Intimate Knowledge of God
This brings us back to the word “knowledge” in Proverbs 18:15. In our culture, we acquire knowledge so we can either get a good job or advance in a position in order to make more money and buy more things. But when you read the word knowledge in the Bible, think like an ancient Semite—think in terms of relationships.
Consider this: when you acquire knowledge about a subject, you become intimate with that knowledge. Likewise, the more knowledge you have about a person, the more intimate you are with that person. The word for “knowledge” here is also a word used for sexual intercourse between a husband and wife. To the ancient Hebrews, a sexual relationship in marriage was the ultimate in knowing another person; it was the ultimate knowledge in being intimate with someone. Both parties expose themselves physically and emotionally when they share such intimacy. In fact, they know each other better than anyone else in the world, and they would be pretty upset to learn that someone else knew their spouse better than they did.
Because our twenty-first-century understanding of the English word knowledge detracts from the biblical, Hebraic understanding, I hesitate to use the word in most passages that include the Hebrew term yada’. I am not saying the word “knowledge” is a mistranslation; I am only saying it is obsolete, made so by our cultural perspective. We need to use a different word, and in my view, that word should be intimacy. In Hosea 6:6, where God says that He desires “the knowledge of God more than burnt offerings” (KJV), the idea is better expressed as God saying that He desires intimacy with us more than offerings.
Do you see that, when studying the Bible, it can be helpful to take a closer look at the English words that are used? Even though they may be correct, and our lexicons and Strong’s Concordance may be correct, we must ask ourselves, “What is my understanding of this English word, and does it really line up with the intent behind the Hebrew word?”
Let’s read our entire study verse again: “The heart of the prudent getteth knowledge; and the ear of the wise seeketh knowledge.” If we paraphrase this Scripture in twenty-first-century English, it could read like this: “The heart of the prudent becomes intimate with God, and the ear of the wise seeks words of intimacy.” Does that improve your comprehension of this verse?
Again, it is not that using the word “knowledge” is wrong, but the word intimacy adds the frosting and special topping to our understanding of what that knowledge consists of.
